Yeah~ everybody could see me smiling all the time but how about inside of me? Nobody know it but me.
I could just pretend not to have a massive problem. Yeah~ Im a good pretender! Massive problem which could make my life miserable. Duuh! I don't wanna hold it to me self but i have to. I have 2 trusted persons to share me problem with but i cannot keep on nagging on them, cause they also have their on problem. Owh! who else can i talk to? the mother? Naaah!! There are too much problem already! I cant let it all out whenever i talk to my dearest friend neither my sibling!
I cant believe my life would be much more miserable than before. What wrong with me? Can God give me a list whats the problem are? Why can't i have those happy family or lovely love story???! Why? Life is not fair! Why there must be a poor and a rich family?? I don't have enough explaiation for that. Why i can't be someone else daughter or someone girlfriend??? I have enough of this bloody miserable! I cannot take it no more. Yeah! to those people out there who has family problem or whatsoever! I've been in your bloody shoes for ages! :( It's not something that i proud of but hell yeah! Atleast i know how it feel!
Enough said. I don't wanna write much.
